Day 80: on sobriety and Too Blonde Jesus

This morning I woke up into Day 80 of my “active” sobriety.
I’m getting closer, now, than I’ve ever gone — on my own — without alcohol. The longest “stretch” I ever accomplished on my own was six months.
What’s that? 180 days?
100 more days, and I’ll have been sober
longer than I was ever able to on my own.

See, in the past, when I tried to stop drinking “on my own,” I was basically just a cranky person who was scared of everything and who was trying…